i hate you.

and just because we share the same mother and father, does not mean we are brother and sister.
i hate you with all my heart, you are dead to me. dead. fucking dead.
you mean nothing, and you are nothing.
you're pathetic and foolish and immature and you act like the biggest pig.
i detest you and you make me sick.
move out.
you're an embarrassment to this family.
repugnant piece of shit, i hope you die.
i hope you die soon.
i hope you leave.
i never want to see you again.
you're nothing.
nothing. nothing. nothing.

i only have one older brother now.
and you know why?
because he doesn't hold grudges forever.
twat.


thank you for calling,
thank you for telling me to see my friends
it meant a lot.
thank you for seeing me,
thank you for listening,
i've missed you forever.