Pathetic.

Pretty much the only person who looks on this thing is me. I guess that's fine.
Means I'm dull. boohoo.
Starting the Shining. I hope I won't be frightened of the bathtub later.
Old woman + bathroom = death from fright.
My hair is wet, and I've been feeling no bueno. (lame)
I'm lonesome and bored and blah right now.
sad news.
I did shop today, and got two yummy shirts.
Sadly, no where to go in them. :]

Okay picture time (I honestly don't know why I even bother..)

This picture pretty much makes me laugh every time I look at it. I mean my mother's face.. classic. hahah. God I'm an awful child.


Across the bridge from San Fran. At some naval base. It was so coldddd!! ((shiver)) Okay I'll stop being lame now (impossible)


Me and the 'rents on Lombard St., aka crookedest street... Fat head fat head. :|

On a boat at Fisherman's Wharf. Fun times. Look at my parent's face. They look like "wtf." I guess they didn't expect to have such a strange kid.. :]

Seriously my parents are so cute. It's ridiculous how cute they are. Seriously. Look. You might even cringe from the serious amount of adorableness. I'm glad I caught this moment.

My and moms. My face looks ridiculous and I don't know why I'm posing like that but my mom looks cute. Hahah do you like her messenger bag? it's mine. ahahahahahah.

Me and the dads. Look how ferocious we both look. gagahgahgah. I did the thumbs thing again. I apologize for my idiocy now. mmk.

Yeah, when I saw it I went "wtf" too. And then I went "f*cking awesome" pretty much.

Okay.
Recently, I stumbled upon a website of a person who happens to be a photographer, and I am amazed. Each and every picture is..wow. Incredible. Some of the pictures are graphic, the nudity is brutally honest and true. I couldn't drag my eyes away, it was like every photograph was a picture of life. I don't know if that even makes sense, but it feels like a documentary, or an inside look into an artist's mind. I sound like such a turd. good enough. I can live with that.

I went the whole summer living free. Stupid ol' me decided to get fucked up towards then end of summer and now I'm going to be wasting away while school is starting. This is unacceptable. No more. I'm deathly afraid. I need to be pushed.
Slap me.

Melting Face.

Yeah, I realized how strange my previous post must have looked, with the strange title "ALMOST LOVER" and then a picture of me and a dog...

Just to clarify- I'm not a practitioner of bestiality, if that is what you think I'm suggesting.

Anyway, I have some photos to upload from my San Francisco trip with the 'rents, and I will probably do that as soon as I return back to my apartment.
I say that now, but I know in all actuality I'm probably not going to end up posting them for another month or so, or even longer..or even never. har har har.

Dude, I just wanted to say some people are f*cked up.
Like when someone warns you of a person walking behind your car as you are backing out, and you snap something, oh I don't know, along the lines of "I know what I'm doing, I'm not your stupid daughter."
Yeah, like that one time you knew what you were doing and you backed up into our f*cking gate? Like that? Genius right?
I haven't ever hit SH*T okay. I've been in accidents but that's only 'coz I got HIT, not coz I did the hitting, you f*cking stupid mother f*cking dumba**.
Besides, is it really my fault that you're so bitter about your own damn life that you have to go damper everyone else's mood? If you hate the family so much, move the f*ck out.
Man, you're the one with no friends, never mind even the THOUGHT of a girlfriend, you hold grudges over nothing for eternity. Seriously go look at yourself before you go ahead and start saying sh*t about me and my driving skills.
Coz I know all you do is sit at home all day and eat. Larda**

Anyway-
I'm over it.


Shirley said something funny to me today.
""having a boyfriend doesn't automatically fall into 'let's get emo'"

Somehow I kind of doubt it.
egh.

My face feels super hot and that is no bueno.

I went to a city (or is it a village?) called Solvang (maybe no N, not quite sure) and it was supposed to be an imitation of Copenhagen. It made me think of Julian Casablancas, and my old days, when I was intensely passionate about music. It's sad to me now, when I listen to the radio, the sudden explosion of "It" bands have destroyed what I once held special and sacred to my ears. I can't even keep track of the music floating around nowadays. Everyone is pretty much producing the same kind of sound, if they're in the same genre, and it's so hard to tell the difference between one band from another. Sad, sad, sad.

Okay picture for once.

F*ck y'all coz Steve Buscemi is hot shit.

Almost Lover.

Yuck, I'm itchy. Bug bites.
My skin is like sweet sweet sugar to them.

Oh the song by A Fire Frenzy is so yummy. It's deliciously sad, and I kind of enjoy it.
I really like that iPod commercial song, by Feist.
It's cute.

I'm so thirsty I can actually feel my kidney writhing in pain.
Water me, it begs. drink drink, drink up!
NO I want to go to the store, but no one is down at this time of night (only 2:20am)

On Wednesday I will be going to SAN FRANCISCO!!!!!! (again)
A bus tour with mama and papa so I'm pretty exciteddddd!

Man I'm so spent.
sob story.
not important.

Meet peter. He followed me home.

Animals and babies like me.
can't help that.

Boredom.

Sometimes I get bored.
I've been putting my face on a lot of people's bodies.
Maybe I'll make an album.
hehe.

Strange

..
someone told me to stay away from her boyfriend.
except I don't know who it is.
so how do I stay away?
oh, and don't worry, I'm not interested anyway.

but I have a lot of stuff to blog about.
I'll do it when I become less lazy..
so far, that doesn't seem like I will be getting less lazy.

i can't imagine.